(Jean’s note: I found this poem on Sandy’s desk a few days after he died. It was in draft form and hard to read but this is what I could make out)
Do not weep for me
when I have gone
and you are lonely
in the quiet night
sitting where we
used to sit together.
Do not weep for me
for I am closer
to you now than I
have ever been before.
Wind caresses you—I am the wind.
I am the sun’s warmth.
I am the sweetness of the summer flowers.
I am the smell of gentle rain.
The I of which I talk
is not the tiny I
that is born and dies
but the I that ever was,
the “I” that says “before Abraham was, I am.”
The I of which I speak
is not the I of me
but the I that lives at
this exact moment and forever.
Do not weep for me
when I have gone
and you are lonely in the quiet night.
for I am closer to you now
than I have ever been before.